What is Freedom?

Many people think they know the answer to this question. They think it is being able to do what they want, when they want. Because they think this is the answer, they feel they have freedom. However, in the society we live in there are many restrictions on ‘freedom’. We only have freedom if we have enough money for instance. Most of us have to work for a living and can’t just do what we want to do, when we want to do it. Although we have been told that we live in a ‘free democratic society’, we can’t just speak our minds either. Those who voice certain ideas or opinions that are considered ‘radical’ are usually initially rejected by the rest of society, and if they persist in voicing these opinions, often marked as ‘a danger to society and the state’ and even imprisoned. So where is the freedom in any of that? The only freedom we have is the freedom that society allows us to have – it is limited by laws and restrictions that society puts upon it.

Then there are the religious ‘laws’ that are strictly adhered to and reinforced by ‘good, God-fearing citizens’- the fanatic followers of religion, who feel they have the ‘God-given right’ to judge and even punish those who don’t live as they do. (or rather, say they do) These are the ‘Bible-bashers’, people who take the words of the Bible (or the Koran, the Book of Mormon, or other religious scriptures) literally rather than see them as guidance, written in symbolic language. These people usually see themselves as ‘enforcers of God’s laws’, and in my experience they are usually the worst kind of hypocrites. They feel unable to control their lives – or don’t want to, because it is easier to follow others – and use religion as a crutch and/or as a means of gaining power. Religion has always been a way to control the masses and accrue enormous wealth at their expense – just look at the Vatican.

Some people who read this and some of my other posts, will instantly judge me to be the kind of ‘radical’ I mentioned earlier, when looking at my writings from that kind of religious or ‘society programmed’ perspective. To be a free thinker – thinking ‘outside the box’ – creates fear in people who have always followed rather than used their own mind and resources to find out what Truth is for themselves. I have been called a rebel and been the odd one out for most of my life, so it’s hardly new to me. The strict religion that I was brought up in put me into a ‘box’ – a ‘box’ I had to break out of in order to find myself. In doing so, I found that I went from one ‘box’ into another, time after time, because of the programming and the limits that society sets us. I never understood what True Freedom was until I found it in my search for Self (see my book The Mystery of Self), a search that naturally became a search for Soul, because once you start looking for Truth inside of you, you eventually find that you are much more than you were led to believe you were.

I have come to understand that TRUE FREEDOM is a gift that we can only give ourselves. Firstly you have to give yourself the right – to ALLOW yourself – to FEEL whatever you feel, rather than tell yourself that you ‘shouldn’t’ feel that way – you need to ACCEPT that that is how you feel. By giving yourself emotional Freedom, you also gradually ALLOW yourself to THINK differently, which results in Freedom of thought. This in turn leads to PHYSICAL Freedom, because you are no longer restricted by what society or religion dictates. By then, you will also be spiritually aware, as you cannot fully take control of your life without it. This awareness empowers you enough to step into the Spiritual Power that is yours by RIGHT.

TRUE FREEDOM is to KNOW that you are a Powerful Being of Light and LIVING this Truth. For many people – even some lightworkers – this will only bring up more fears, as it means going against everything they have been taught all their lives. The only advice I can give those people is to dig deep and find the courage to break out of the ‘box’ – just DO IT – Live your Truth! I have, and found that living Truth is supported all the way by spiritual forces way beyond our ability to understand. Remember that we are ALL, which means that we are ALL-ways supported!

Chaos and Synchronicity

For the past couple of days, I have been trying to work out whether synchronicity and chaos can be happening side by side, or whether it is possible to switch from one to the other within days or even hours. This may seem a strange thing to contemplate, but so many things have happened in the past three weeks that have been either one or the other, that it’s left me somewhat confused about what’s going on. Apart from having the mind-blowing spiritual experiences which I’ve written about in earlier posts, chaos and synchronicity seem to have become interwoven somehow. It would stand to reason that chaos would provide us with the opportunities to change our lives when we are open to them, but I’ve never come across the two like this, all at the same time.

To start with, on the chaos side, I’ve been in excruciating agony from an abscess in one of my teeth, which thankfully I was able to treat and cure with my herbs. I’ve had no end of problems with the boiler and heating system in my home which, although I’ve had the repair man out three times, still isn’t fixed. Apart from that, I have been on the receiving end of nasty, abusive comments from total strangers and others who have wanted to involve me in arguments. I’ve walked away from these, but it made me wonder how I could be attracting this, when all I do is go around in my own blissful bubble, feeling quite serene, until shaken out of it by their nasty words and energy. Thankfully, it rarely takes me very long to find my blissful bubble again.

On the synchronistic side, my comfy chair, that I need when my back plays up, broke and I had to replace it. I searched online, and was quite taken aback at the price of a new one. The first shop I went to quoted very similar prices, but as I needed a chair, I thought I would have a look around the shop. I saw several at the high price I was quoted, but kept going from one to the other, as I didn’t see one I liked enough. Then I spotted one that was not only £200.00 less than the others but it had added heat and massage functions as well. I tried it out and it was just wonderful, so I went to find the sales assistant, telling her I had found the chair I wanted. When she came over and saw the price ticket that was stuck to the chair, her eyes nearly popped out of her head, and she said that someone must have put the wrong price on it. She wasn’t at all happy at having to sell it at that price, but didn’t have any choice, as that was the price on the ticket. So I found the perfect chair – with added heat and massage functions – in the very first shop I went to, saving myself £200.00! As you can imagine, I said a big Thank You to Spirit for Their help.

Apart from my chair, I have had several other smaller, but similar ‘lucky’ instances and there have been many others where things have smoothly and synchronistically fallen into place, and I just ‘happened’ to be in the right place at the right time. I haven’t put too much thought into anything I do lately and just done what felt right at the time. I’ve found that surrender and going with the flow is the only way to cope with chaos and I feel no anxiety at the changes that are happening in my life at all. I know that in life, we always have to take the rough with the smooth, but the past three weeks have been quite extraordinary. The rough may have been pretty rough, but the smooth was definitely extra smooth!

It’s left me wondering though….. Was the chaos there purely as a balance for the synchronicity? Have I inadvertently found the place where the polarities of chaos and synchronicity intertwine to create something wonderful? A place of perfect balance, where polarities like sunshine and rain can create the amazing beauty of the rainbow? Is this the middle ground that we need to learn to find before we can overcome polarity and find true balance in all things?

Creating More NOW

Some amazing information came through in my meditation this morning. I say ‘came through’ because I managed to look into one of my own Akashic records. As I mentioned in my book The Mystery of Self, I discovered a room in my heart centre which is full of books – which at the time I was told holds the Wisdom my Soul has gathered over many life times. As I’ve recently become aware of a life I lived in Atlantis (see New Pieces of the Puzzle), some of the knowledge and wisdom gathered during this life came through to show me a way to work with time as it actually is, rather than trying to let go of time as we think it is. (see my last post) It made clear to me that it was much easier to let go of the human concept of time, rather than to try to let go of time, by changing my understanding and perspective of it and using my spiritual abilities.

The information was accompanied by a mind-blowing visual. I hope I’ll be able to describe this visual so that it makes sense to you. I saw myself standing in the centre of the time-continuum – the NOW – which is like a bubble of energy, with many different possibilities all around me. I then saw myself move to a place on the surface of the bubble itself, somewhere in between possibilities, where I could see the surface. It looked like the rainbow coloured surface of a soap bubble, only much thicker, and I knew that it was plasma. I made a small hole in the surface, which didn’t go right through. Then I put my mouth on it and blew into it, as if I was blowing a bubble with chewing gum. While doing this, I knew that I had to hold the intention of how much extra time I needed – I had to program the new bubble which I was creating on the side of the NOW, with my intent. By entering this new bubble, I would basically take myself out of time, as I had created extra time – more NOW - to do whatever I needed to do, and I could re-enter the time-continuum when I was ready.

While being shown this visual, I knew with certainty that I had used this knowledge many times before, during my life in Atlantis. We were called Wisdom Keepers at the time, because we had access to the Higher Knowledge, which at that time had to be kept secret, to stop it being used by the corrupted ones for negative purposes. The time has finally come for this Knowledge to gradually be released – in small doses, because humanity (including me) is not yet ready to understand or use all of it. Knowledge alone is nothing without Wisdom gained through working with the Love of ALL.

This puts a whole new perspective on time and I think it’ll be much easier than trying to let go of it. We just need to re-think time and change the concept in our minds. Once we learn to work with time as it is in 5D, the human concept of time will no longer mean anything, and we will have let it go. Doing this takes a bit of visualisation, but most lightworkers will be pretty adept at that by now, and it will bring us another step closer to 5D.

A Shift of Perception

Something strange happened today, that started me thinking. A friend of mine had come over to see me. However, as the rain had stopped and my dogs were crossing their paws, I was just on my way out to take them for their midday walk. My friend decided to come with me, so we took them up the hill and into the nature reserve, which is less than a minute’s walk from my home. We threw the ball for the dogs and enjoyed the sunshine and the birdsong, whilst admiring all the new green leaves on the trees.

About half way through our walk, we sat down on a bench on top of the hill. There is a wonderful view from up there and whilst looking around, I spotted a hawk not far away, soaring on the wind. I pointed it out to my friend, but he couldn’t see it. It was in front of a pure white cloud, and as clear as day to me, but my friend couldn’t see it. So he got behind me, looking along my arm to where I was pointing, but he still couldn’t see a thing, so I described it to him. I asked him if he could see alright, as he wears glasses. He had been able to see all the new leaves on the trees, so surely his sight couldn’t be that bad? He said he could see fine with his glasses on. I was really baffled. The hawk was still there, hovering now and flapping its wings, while watching its prey. Then it suddenly swooped and disappeared from view. We got up and were just about to carry on walking, when it appeared again, so I pointed to it, in the hope that my friend would see it this time. He looked and looked, and then suddenly he saw it, saying: “Oh yes, there it is!” I was pleased he finally saw it, but it was still a mystery to me how he could possibly have missed it before, when it was so clear to me that I had been able to describe it to him in detail, from it’s bright orange-brown back and wings, the light grey-brown of its chest to its black wing tips.

When we came home from our walk, after having a cup of tea and some lunch, my friend went home again. For some reason I couldn’t get the fact that he hadn’t been able to see the hawk out of my mind. It made me think of my post ‘Living in different Densities’ and how those of us who are aware and awake – by increasing our vibration through absorbing the Light and making spiritual progress – have already created a different reality for ourselves from those who haven’t woken up yet. We are already living in this new reality, and I’m wondering if this is why my friend couldn’t see the hawk. It’s a strange feeling to think that I may have been able to clearly see the hawk soaring in the sky because of my vibration, whereas he didn’t because of his vibration. And if I’m right in my assumption, why was he able to see it later? Had I somehow, perhaps by describing it in detail, been able to take it into his reality – to make it ‘real’ for him? Had my energy helped him to see it? Perhaps even ‘created’ it in his reality somehow? I know this may seem way out for a lot of people, but there’s something unusual going on here, that’s for sure.

I’ve just asked my youngest daughter what she thinks happened, and she suggested that I may have helped him to ‘clear the pathway’ to seeing the hawk. She compared it to a fly sitting on the window pane, right next to the open window, trying to get out. It can see freedom, but until it shifts slightly and moves aside, it can’t get out. As so often happens when someone else gives you their ‘angle’ - their view of the situation - something suddenly clicked in my mind, and I had a proper ‘eureka’ moment – it takes a shift of perception! So I had most probably helped my friend to shift his perception, which had finally enabled him to see the hawk.

 I really enjoy mysteries, and if you have any other views, ‘angles’ or suggestions about what you think may have happened, I would love to hear/read them.