Lately, my life has started to feel like a flow of energy or current and I have such a feeling of peace with this, I can’t quite understand it. Of course it’s my mind that doesn’t understand, but looking at it rationally, it’s odd for me to have totally surrendered myself to this flow and to feel so completely at peace with it. It is this inner peace that is difficult to put into words, as words never seem to be able to convey the full message – the core – of what I want to say lately. I wish I could give you an experience of this peace instead of writing down the words. I can only hope that the energy of my writing will convey the feeling somehow.
The last couple of days I have had more Light downloads, and the Light seemed to be getting brighter. I don’t know if anyone else has felt or experienced this, but yesterday (April 22nd) the Light seemed to have changed….it seemed to be sharper somehow. During my meditation, I had a vision of the Light coming into my body from the front, like a wave, and as I walked forward into it, I could see all this dirt/darkness coming out of the back of me. It looked like a dark, sticky liquid. I can only think that it cleansed me/my body of any residue of negativity that was left inside of me after I had consciously cleared everything out that I was aware of. As our vibration increases and we become aware of more and deeper aspects of Self, those of us who have embraced our Shadow will most likely start to come across the lighter aspects of Self.
During the first phase of embracing my Shadow, quite a few years ago, I met the negative aspects of myself, like my pain and trauma, my victim, my anger and my fears. In the next phase I found many other lives, some of which I was shown, and others I partly relived. When I say relived, I experienced the core essences of what those particular lives were about. In many of these lives, I worked with earth and/or spiritual energies, for instance as a shaman, an oracle, an obeah woman, a healer/herb woman and a wise woman. There were many other lives as well, most of them mediocre, and of some of these I only experienced my death, which was often violent. During the next phase I discovered many spiritual abilities – most of which I had gained during these past lives – that had integrated and become so utterly natural in this life, that I wasn’t even consciously aware of using them. I also found other wonderful new spiritual abilities that I have developed and used in this lifetime. All of these phases and experiences have helped to increase my vibration.
These were of course only my own experiences, and limited by being in 3D. Putting this process in the wider context of the Shift and moving into 5D however, it would seem to me that we can look forward to an amazing time ahead. As many of us have already fully embraced our Shadow and explored other lives, we should soon be coming to the phase where we will become aware of abilities we have always had, but haven’t been consciously aware of using before, after which we will find many amazing new spiritual abilities which are likely to be way beyond our wildest dreams, as we’ll be moving into 5D. This whole process is about opening doors in our psyche – in our soul – which have always been there, but we’ve never had access to them before. So far, we have been limited in the doors we have been able to open, because we have been held back by being in 3D, but as the energy frequencies are speeding up and we’re moving into 5D, these dimensional doors are also opening and there will be an infinite amount of doors which we can open if we so wish. Opening these doors into ever higher vibrations will initially bring us physical peace, freedom and abundance, but with that also comes an infinite spiritual freedom that we can’t even begin to imagine. We are multidimensional, powerful Beings of Light, but the mind still boggles at just how infinite ALL really is!