Dragon Fire – 2

I came out of my meditative state feeling confused, as I had never been ‘taken away’ like that – I had always consciously sat down to meditate, and had never known shamanic flight in this life. Then I realised that my ancient people had called to me: “Fly high Eagle child, for our wisdom goes with you!” Did I have their wisdom? In my meditation a few days later, I went in search of the wisdom they said I had. (see my Balance meditations – Shadow meditation)

I had to go deeper into my cave than I had ever been to find what I was looking for. Deep inside, I found an ancient woman, who represented the wisdom I gained many, many lifetimes ago. I brought her up to the surface and into the Light, at which point we merged. I didn’t know exactly what the old woman’s wisdom was, but I knew that having found and brought her up into the Light, meant that I had brought this wisdom from my subconscious into my conscious mind – in other words, I had made it accessible for use. However, as we are all the result of the experiences of many life times, the things we have learnt throughout these lifetimes have integrated so much, that they have become natural to us – as this wisdom is to me. I don’t even think about being able to do certain things that others may well question or find impossible. We all have different abilities and that’s as it should be, as many different abilities are needed during this Shift in consciousness.

I was allowed to open the gate to the Light not long after. I was aware of hearing a loud roaring sound as I opened it and let in the Light of the 5^th dimension. The Love and Power that I unleashed was way beyond human comprehension. This is how I described it in my book The Mystery of Self:

      There are no words to describe my feelings, when the Light imploded inwards. I had been in the Light many times, but this………! The Power it contained was unimaginable. It went through every fibre of my being, and entered the Earth with an enormous roar. It was like an atomic mushroom cloud in reverse, and set everything outside of the circle on fire. Stunned, awestruck, and totally euphoric, I became aware of the elemental Earth spirit. It was containing the fire, by channeling it into the dragon lines. Channels of fire were rushing down the hill all around! I was embraced and held by Love like I had never experienced, and cannot describe. I don’t know what happened, because I totally surrendered to it. I didn’t exist any more – there was only indescribable Love.

Looking back on this experience today, and knowing that I AM in fact the gate or portal (see my post Becoming a Portal of Light) this puts a totally new slant on what happened. Rather than the Light entering the Earth, it entered ME, and somehow, I saw it transformed into fire, which is how the Light of 5D is perceived from a 3D perspective. The gate is in fact my etheric body.  The roar I heard, and which I called the ‘Dragon’s roar’ in my poem, was exactly that – the roar of Dragon Fire! Dragon Fire is the ability to use the etheric body as a conduit for the Light of the fifth dimension to bring about change – in this case to heal the Earth and change people’s attitudes. The Earth’s grid of Dragon lines is there to spread the power of Light and Love all over Her surface. It holds up a mirror to the soul, to give the impetus for change and to bring out the Fire of the Soul. When seen from a 3D perspective, the Light is fire. I believe that in ancient times this spiritual ability was used by the Druids to heal the Earth and all the life She sustains.

Yesterday morning, in meditation, I was shown that this ability can be used to cleanse any area or situation of negative energy. I was told to visualize a situation that needed to be changed, place myself in the centre of it, and open a gate to the Light. It’s a little like ‘dropping a Light-bomb’ or ‘Love-bomb’.  With the use of Power always comes responsibility however. To this day, the fire-energy that I called on that day still lingers in the spot where I thought the gate to be, and fires are a regular occurrence there even now. Out in nature, fire cleanses and transforms, as the Light will do to people’s hearts. Fire also destroys however, so Dragon Fire cannot be unleashed just anywhere and the place must be carefully chosen.

Dragon Fire – 1

I decided I needed to investigate whether I had missed something important. If I had found my Dragon Fire, as the tree had said, why had I not been aware of it? So I read through the part that describes how I came to open the gate in my book The Mystery of Self  (Chapter 9 – Using Power, to Chapter 11 – Magick), and also my poem ‘Dragon Fire!’. (see right)

First of all, whilst sitting on top of the hill one day, I saw the Web of Life in all its splendour.  I was awed by its beauty and amazed at how literally everything was connected by thin strands of Light. It made me realise that everything I do affects everything else. So I decided to connect with the Love of Spirit and send massive amounts of Love through the Web every day from then on, because I wanted to heal and change people’s attitudes. Secondly, a while later, I was spiritually taken to a place where there was an elemental Earth spirit, which I was told had to be placed at the top of the hill, as a guardian. This I managed to do with the help and support of my friends, by going to this place in meditation, where we witnessed Mother Earth give birth to the elemental. I then took it into my body and physically brought it to the place up on the hill, where it was needed, and grounded it into the Earth.

Three months after grounding the elemental Earth spirit, I was made aware that there was a ‘gate’ on the hill. I had asked what kind of gate this was – a time gate, dimensional gate, or perhaps even a star gate? I was told that these are in fact one and the same, but that it was the dimensional aspect of the gate that was important in this case. Although I wanted to ask a dozen questions, all I was told was that I needed to know. Shortly after this, I was in the library, when a book had been put on the wrong shelf. It was a book about energy lines in the Earth. I read the first couple of lines, which gave me a great sense of excitement, although I had no idea why, so I took it home to read. I soon found out why this book had me so excited, because within a couple of days of reading it, I found that so many of these energy/ley or dragon lines crossed on top of the hill, that it had to be an Earth chakra or energy centre – it looked like a star on my map! I asked Spirit whether this chakra was the gate, which was confirmed, but I was told I wasn’t allowed to open it yet.

A few weeks later, I was sitting in my kitchen having a cup of coffee, when I heard drums, which seemed to resonate with my heart beat, and instantly put me into a meditative state, during which I experienced another life, lived many millennia ago. This experience ended with a shamanic flight, during which my ancient people called to me: “Fly high Eagle child, for our wisdom goes with you!” (see poem: Ancient Voices)

To be continued…..

The Love of the Trees

For some time now, I have been trying to communicate with the trees. The first connection was wonderful, and happened without any real conscious effort on my part, as described in my post A Magical Experience. Since then, I have not been able to find my way into this ‘other world’ again, but yesterday I managed to actually communicate with my favourite tree – a tall and very beautiful Sycamore.  I was standing in front of it, whilst looking up at it as I do every day, and told it how beautiful it was now that it was in full leaf again, and that I had missed its beauty through the winter. To my surprise, it answered me telepathically.

Tree:  It gives me great pleasure to have your company, Shining one. We have wanted to communicate with you for a long time, to thank you for the love you send us every day. Since you found your Dragon Fire and opened the gate to let in the Light to heal the Mother, we have all been aware of your presence.

Me:  How wonderful to finally connect with you like this! You know about that? That was ten years ago, I’m surprised you remember.

Tree:  We are able to remember everything. We are rooted in the Mother and can access all Her memories whenever we want, but this was a special memory, as it was a very joyful day for all of creation, especially for all who live around here.

Me:  (Feeling very humbled) I’m so happy that it brought you joy. Being amongst you all brings me great joy every day. Is that why I always feel so welcomed by the trees and wildlife whenever I come up here?

Tree:  Dear one, you shine! Are you not aware that your love for us shines from you? When you come near, we all reach out to you and embrace you with our energy to return your love.  Have you not realised that you fill us with as much joy as we give you?

Me:  (Feeling emotional) Yes, I feel loved, surrounded and embraced by ALL whenever I come here. There is such Love and Oneness that it fills me with Bliss. (Hugging the tree) Thank you my Sister, and please tell all the trees and wildlife how grateful I am for their Love.

Tree:  It will be my pleasure to do so, Shining one.

My heart was full of love and gratitude for this communication on my walk home, and it was only later that I realised that the tree had said that I had found my Dragon Fire to open the gate to let in the Light. I wondered about that…..what was this Dragon Fire exactly? I can’t say that I had been aware of finding my Dragon Fire at the time, although I had called the poem I wrote about opening the gate by that name. (see poetry) Had I missed something important?

To be continued……

The End of I-soul-ation

I have always been the kind of person who likes her own company. It’s not that I don’t enjoy the company of others, but I’ve always needed a certain amount of time to myself, to allow my thoughts to flow freely, something I can’t do when I’m with other people, mainly because most other people I’ve known during my life have not been into spirituality. The more I learned about myself by going inside, the more I felt removed from what society would call ‘the norm’. I’m sure many other lightworkers will have experienced the same. There have been times when I have felt so far removed from what’s generally accepted as ‘normality’, that I’ve felt like an alien. Isn’t it ironic that many of us now find that we are in fact exactly that – aliens – in the way that we’re not from here. Many of us are Starseeds, who have come from the stars, from many other worlds, and have taken on a life in 3D to help the Earth and humanity through the Shift.

For the past few years, I have tried to connect with others of a similar vibration, people who I could spend time with, because we all need other people in our lives who are on the same page, people we have something in common with. What I really wanted was to find a group of people, as the combined energies of a group, working towards the same goal are multiplied many times and are therefore able to do very powerful work with the Light. Although I join in with global meditations, which are wonderful and amazingly powerful, it’s not the same as spending time with other kindred souls that you actually know. So far however, I haven’t yet found this group of people and I’ve wondered whether perhaps there aren’t any people like that to connect with in my area, or whether I’m just meant to be working alone.

Spending time alone has been good for my personal progress however, as I’ve managed to overcome many more inner barriers, but that little voice inside keeps telling me that I’m capable of so much more than I’m doing now. Even though I can speak with others of a similar vibration online, it’s not the same as working with a group. There are a few people in my life who I can talk to about my spiritual journey and my feelings about what’s happening during the Shift, but they don’t really understand where I’m at, and tend to look to me for answers instead. I am always glad to be able to help others, but I can’t help feeling a kind of isolation which can weigh me down sometimes. The only things that stop me feeling isolated is my connection with ALL, and being able to communicate with my friends here on wordpress. However, I have no doubt that this is what I’m meant to go through and that I’m meant to be here, as all is as it should be.

Then yesterday, I read some wonderful news that made me feel a lot better. I read this in a channeled message from Archangel Michael : “If one of you is still isolated, we assure you it will not remain so.  In fact, if you are reading this, consider yourself within the reach of our voice.  You are needed where you are now to keep the new energy grid intact.  Soon you will be able to move freely.  We ask your patience a little longer.”

To me, this explained why I have felt as if I’ve been held back, as I have had two crystals embedded in my etheric body, a purple one in my third eye chakra, and a clear quartz crystal in my high heart centre. (See: The New Crystalline Grid and Kundalini and a Crystalline Body of Light ) When I was given the clear quartz crystal, I was told that Gaia had given me codes from the old energy Grid, which had been carved in large stones taken from her body. (See: Dreams about Codes ) These codes were known to my soul and registered in my high heart centre, and have been imprinted into the crystals in my etheric body. I was told that the large portal of Light that I am able to sustain, together with the crystals in my etheric body would become part of the New Crystalline Grid.

So it seems that I won’t feel isolated for too much longer now and I look forward to meeting up and connecting with others and to being able to take a more active part in helping Gaia, humanity and all of life on Earth through the Shift. I have no doubt at all that Spirit will guide me in the right direction.

A Rainbow of Possibilities

How can we let go of judgement, of polarity, of ego? I’m sure many of us will have wondered how we can possibly get to a place within ourselves where these no longer rule us. Even when we try hard to let all of it go, we still catch ourselves out, judging something or someone without realising, until we look back, and think: Oh no, I did it again. Most of us will be mortified that we fell down on the job – again. However, kicking ourselves for not sticking with the plan involves…..yes, you’ve guessed it…..more judgement.

Judgement and polarity must be overcome together, as polarity is the reason for judgement. If we didn’t always think in terms of ‘wrong’ or ‘right’, there wouldn’t be anything to judge. Now it may sound contrary, but we actually have to use judgement if we want to let go of judgement, polarity and eventually, ego as well. The truth of the matter is that none of us are perfect – we have all made mistakes in life, some big, some small. Admitting this to ourselves involves judgement. This is however the only kind of judgement that we can allow ourselves to make and it must be combined with compassion, love and forgiveness. Ultimately, we came here to experience ourselves as human, and experience is just that – there is no ‘wrong’ or ‘right’ experience. There is only learning through experience. Kicking ourselves won’t get us anywhere, and will only perpetuate what we have always been taught to do – devalue ourselves in our own eyes and give us a guilt complex. What we have to do is learn to forgive ourselves.

These polarities are part of the 3D mindset that we have always lived with, and won’t be part of our reality once we move into 5D. In my post Focusing on the Rainbow  I explained that we can train ourselves to get out of this polarity mindset by using polarities only to focus on what we want to create. Only when both polarities – rain and sunshine – are present, can the rainbow appear. In 5D, the polarities will have come together, and everything will be whatever it is – part of the colours of a rainbow of possibilities – and how can a colour be ‘wrong’ or ‘right’? When we manage to finally stop seeing everything from a polarity point of view, judgement will stop. So how does stopping our polarity thinking and judgement affect our ego? Well, the ego is based in our sense of self, something we will change through love, compassion and forgiveness. It changes our mindset, which empowers us and helps us to see ourselves as we truly are – powerful Beings of Light. Light viewed through a prism of Love reveals that there are many colours in this One white Light – a whole rainbow of colours! Love enables us to see ourselves and others as different colours of a rainbow of possibilities.

The ego is based on judgement of ourselves and judgement is based in polarity.  You’ve got to give it to them – whoever thought this one up certainly knew about controlling people. This is when we finally understand that this has always been a game, and we all need to find our sense of humour here…..we’ve been had! The 3D web that we’ve been living in has cocooned us to the point that we haven’t been able to see beyond it, which is of course exactly what it was meant to do. Aren’t we lucky to be living in this time on planet Earth?! We are the ones who will finally break out of the cocoon, to find we actually have wings and experience true freedom!

Rebirth is imminent!

Today in my meditation I received some information which I feel is helpful and extremely exciting for us all. I know a lot has already been written about the annular Solar eclipse that will occur tomorrow (May 20^th), the Lunar eclipse of June the 4^th, and the Venus transit that follows it on June 6^th, but I was given an insight that may help to make what’s happening not only easier to understand, but also very exciting to know.

After filling myself with Light, and sending Healing to some of my clients, I went to connect with Mother Earth. I was amazed to find that Her expanding Heart-Light has grown faster than I imagined, and is now not far from reaching the outer crust – Her Rebirth is imminent! She told me that She is being greatly supported by the increasing amount of Light passed to Her by the ever increasing numbers of humanity who are waking up to their true spiritual identity and power. She was very excited about the coming Solar eclipse however, as the Light that will arrive once that door opens, will be an enormous step up in frequency, and will greatly aid Her process of Rebirth – and therefore ours as well.

The Lunar eclipse will increase Her Light even more, which will by then greatly start to affect us, and help humanity to open up to the Light of Truth. It will take this Light frequency deeper into our awareness to bring about an opening up of deeper knowledge and understanding of who we are, why we are here, and allow for greater knowledge and understanding of our individual life-contracts. It will bring our vibration closer to Creator/Spirit/Source and our space Family.  The Venus transit that follows will anchor the Love, Beauty and Harmony of this planet. This means that Gaia will be fully Reborn and become New Earth, and the Venusian Light frequency of Love, Beauty and Harmony will be anchored in Her New Earth Grid.

This will take us ALL fully into the 4^th dimension and the frequency and expression of Love of the New Earth will be fully anchored in our hearts. We will ALL be filled with Love and Compassion like we have never known in 3D and those who are ready will actively start to co-create with Creator/Spirit to change life as we have known it on planet Earth. They will come into their full power and will actively work with Spiritual and Extra terrestrial councils to bring about the necessary changes that will benefit the whole of humanity.

For many of us, the time left between June 6^th and December 21^st will be a time to prepare for our entry into the 5^th dimension, when the even higher Light frequencies of the 5^th dimension will arrive, and start to flood our planet, our lives and our bodies. Those who are not ready to cope with the frequencies of the 4^th and 5^th dimensions, and those who have decided to stay in 3D will soon leave the planet. This is their soul’s decision, and we will have to respect this. It will not be easy for any of us to part, but we will be reunited, as life is eternal and there is no true separation, as we are ALL ONE.

I find it hard to express the excitement I feel since receiving this message. To think that we will very soon be experiencing and living in the Beauty and Harmony of New Earth, and that the energies of Love, Peace and Compassion will very soon fill the whole of humanity, makes me want to dance and jump around for Joy! Have we ever had a greater cause for celebration? Not that I know of!

 

When the Pendulum stops…..

  Duality is like a pendulum that for many, many years has swung from left to right – from one end of the spectrum to the other, always showing us the good and bad, light and dark, hot and cold, etc. As it swung, it focused our attention on these polarities/extremes, and never on the central pole that it was swinging from.  As the energies of the Shift increase, this pendulum stops its momentum and slows down, and it seems like the polarities come closer together. Because its swing is shorter, it seems to be swinging faster, in the same way that we experience time speeding up. In the end it will stop, signalling the end of polarity and time as we know it.

The central ‘pole’ that this pendulum swung from, I see as the spiritual path. My reason for this is that during my spiritual journey, I always experienced different levels – dimensions or densities – as being vertical. These different levels were either above or below the level I was on, in the same way that our main chakras are above or below each other in our bodies. When we make spiritual progress, we go up or rise in vibration, just as Kundalini rises up from the base of our spine and we speak of ‘ascending’ during this Shift of consciousness. This doesn’t mean that the dimensions are in fact above or below us, as they are all around us and interwoven with our dimension – it is merely how we experience it. As all of life originates from Spirit, I see spirituality as the mainstay or ‘central pole’ of our reality.

Polarity is created by the horizontal – left to right – movement of the pendulum – ‘reality’ as we know it. This horizontal ‘line’ or ‘pole’, created by the swing of the pendulum can also be seen as the ‘surface’ of life. As many people are still controlled by fear and only live on the surface of life, never trying to reach higher or delve below the surface, these people cannot see past this ‘reality’ and believe that 3D life is the only reality there is. The vertical pole and horizontal pole create a cross, which is significant, as it is of course the main symbol of Christianity. The fact that this cross is always depicted with a longer vertical than horizontal pole is also significant, as there is far more depth to the spiritual dimension than to the physical dimension. The spiritual Master Yeshua (Jesus) can be imagined as standing in the centre of this cross – he had complete knowledge of Spirit, was a pure conduit for the energy of Spirit and taught this spiritual understanding during His 3D life. To Him, this life was not reality at all, as He was aware of the far greater reality of Spirit. He personified Spirit during His life. The fact that He died on the cross is no coincidence either, as it was symbolic of the purpose of His life.

As the energy of the Shift speeds up, and the pendulum slows down, the ‘reality’ of 3D will diminish and eventually cease to exist for those of us who have decided to make the transition into 5D. At the same time, we will get closer and closer in vibration to Spirit, until the pendulum stops. At this point, we will find ourselves in the same place where Yeshua stood – in the centre of the cross. We will be pure conduits of the energy of Spirit. We will be ‘Christed’ souls in bodies – fully empowered as the Light Beings that we are. We will have the same high vibrational energy and all the abilities that Christ had during His lifetime. We will be the embodiment of Spirit – pure Light and Love.